childhood...

I am the oldest of 6 children and the only one walking this journey to date. I have to walk through ALL of it or I shall be unable to move forward and do what I am supposed to do, become the woman I am supposed to be in life. 

Vision I have had: Momma & two of my sisters are sitting on a worn out fence. They are yelling at me, angry yelling. At first I am unable to hear what they are saying as my hand on the doorknob of the closet begins to slowly turn it. 

The closet door opens all the way and so many skeletons like dead bodies that were picked clean by vultures, have come tumbling out. By now I can really hear the screaming from momma and my sisters. They are furious that I have opened this door and let all the skeletons out. Icy looks of disapproval from all three of them. I had no idea there were so many secrets within our family...